Kahlu

As you know i have my eyecode. Sometimes all of this stuff can seem very complicated. I feel like I need a guide, and ideally a guide who is ahead of me in the journey. Your own journey has been a different one.

While i can see a need for the bigger picture i also think there are some details here which would be useful. Not technical details but practical ones.

I have noticed that for decades some others have denied my reality and have been hostile and unpleasant towards me when i talk of it. Lately i am seeing that these clear seeing people simply cannot see my reality and dont want to either.

There is therefore needed in normal vision a requirement to not see what no person really does want to see and have to live with each moment of their life.

If I think of death, If I vocalise my fears, others become anxious and reject me.

In a life that is lived in flesh and blood and where no belief system can be found where death is not relevant being blind to death seems a good way of seeing.

Being narrow minded seems a good thing for many people

When you face death as a child and you experience the perception of mortality as a child, do you not then live all your life in survival? Waiting?

If i focus on death then i experience fear, and only if i release that can i focus on life

Somehow i think i and others need some kind of practical guidance as to how we are to solve these kind of preoccupations that keep us from being present in this moment rather than already living at the moment of our death or living to avoid that moment

One person flies in turbulence and experiences exhiliration and one person experiences terror

Are there solutions to this kind of thing?

How do you create a mind that only sees what it wants to see?